Wednesday, January 19, 2011

My Autobiography of Me

                      Born in Inglewood at Danielle Freeman Memorial hospital Friday April 14, 1995 at 1:45 in the afternoon, i came out of my mother's womb basically dead. I was black and purple, and wasn't breathing at all. I was also a rather skinny baby but that hasn't change over the years. Anyway the doctor had to revive me, which is why I am known as a miracle baby. My mother brougth me home one easter day Sunday April 16, 1995 which is why she calls me her easter bunny.
                     During this time I was the only child, granddaughter, and niece in the family. I was spoiled also throughout the 5 years of my life, because of the fact that i was the only one. When I was 4 years old going to preschool one day, I was walking with my mom, singing my numbers in spanish, when i fell and cracked my chin open. I was rushed to the hospital immediately. My mom cried so much since that was the third event that happened that was unfortunte.The first was when she raised the car seat up and i fell out of it and hit my head on the floor. The second one was when she put my pacifire in my shirt and it was attached to my skin. my grandmother was furious with all of the events since I was her first and only grand baby she had at the time she wasn't very happy with me getting hurt alot. After that I got stitches. My 5 years with being the only granddaughter was pretty sweet, besides the fact that my dad was rarely in my life.
               My dad was a man I rarely saw and rarely loved. I mean I had more love for him, then he ever did for me. My dad spoiled me with everything I wanted but he never spoiled me so much with love. He put me in predicaments that risked my life. Alll my love for him turned into hate when he didn't believe me when something happened reallly important for a parent to believe a child about and when he never came back to see me after I set in the window waiting to see if he would come back for me for over a month, there was nothing to say.
              My brother came into the world August 25, 2000 the exact day Aaliyah the singer died R.I.P. Like they say everyone whodies bring in a new person wel at least I think that's how it goes. I hoped for a sister but he was my baby and still is even though he gets on my nerves, i love him to death. He was the second grandchild and distraction from my attention but I was cool with it son I got over it. After that many other grandchildren decided to appear, which to me was cool, because I wasn't alone anymore. it was my cousin T.J., Alex, Jeremiah, Jayden, Essence, Katelin, B.J., and Emari.
                 I was very intelligent in school as well. I got good grades because my mother always pushed me to my fullest, and she would never let me forget that I could do anything I set my mind on. She told me to never tell her what I couldn't do because she never wanted to hear what I couldn't do. I graduated from preschool and past kindergarten. i went through first to fifth grade still trying to figure my self out and what i wanted to be. I was very insecure but I loved myself to at the same time. I graduated fifth grade happy that i had succeed in alot. When I entered middle school I was happy and excited.
                     I pasted middle school with a whole lot of drama. i got into 2 fights in Dana Middle school but I manage to make it through with good grades. i maintained my grades and made sure that i was always focused. By the time I hit high schoolmy life was different, but like they say the only constant thing in life is change so minus well get us to it. Any way I had alot of confidence in myself yet I faced alot of obstacles that I was dealing with during the time of my 9th grade year. I didn't really respect myself and i would chase after guys. I went to San Pedro High school most of my high school year and then i moved out of San Pedro and went to City Honors High school where I ran into new people and friends and old ones as well. My 10th grade year at CHHS was alright in the begining which around this time of my life I had a boy friend named Cameron Hilary we aren't really official until oct-14,-2011 but he and I are fully committed to each other. he is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Well this is as far as I have gotten on my journey of life. I see a bright future ahead of me as well and that is what I really hope for with the help of my father in Heaven. I hope to make something big of myself that could change the world and my self for the better.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

living during decade

 If i could live during any decade it would be during slave times to see how it was back then. I would want to be invisable alittle so i guess it wouldn't really be living there it would just be staying for a little while and that's about it. When I explore with what it's like out there I would try to fix things even if it were not my time and It felt like I couldn't. I would try to make white people realize how ignorant they are acting. I would try to make black people stand up against what they believe in, and I would try to make things go my way. I would try to stop segregation like Martin Luther King and Malcom X and Harrit Tubman. I would try to make a differnce in the world and the way people view it. I really would hope that i mad much a difference to.

Ends with Beauty .....Last with Love

     The most beautiful black girl ever imagined, walked the halls of San Pedro High. Yet to herself she was locked in a body she felt was unperfect. Neila Sullivan was darked skinned with dark brown beautiful eyes. she had had short hair that reached down to her shoulders, and a gorgeous smile everyone cared to see. She had a gorgeous attire and a wonderful personality at which she walked with knowledge. she never feared the obstacles that got into her way, and was commited to anything she did. to everyone else she was a perfect outgoing girl, but to herself, she felt like her existance was worth less.
        She wanted someone to show and tell her that she meant something to them. that she was born for a reason besides living for herself. she ached to have someone . No one knew how Niela felt about herself , and Niela never cared to tell until she met him. His name was Kevin Kenneth Hampton, he had chocolate colored skin, and he had the  most gorgeous features a guy could be gifted with. He was a junior basket ball player. He had nice lite brown eyes that Niela fell in love with when she first layed eyes one him.
         They were in the cafeteria when she first saw him. She stared at him wondering why and what made her so interested in him. Catching her eyes on him, he made eye contact back. Without anyhting  else to do she said hi. He calmly said hi back and Niela was just moved by everything. After that moment Niela talked to Kevin almost every time she saw him and gave him a hug every time it was time to say good bye. She never gave their friendship much thought into becoming more because of her insecurities and the rumors that were thrown around with him liking her friend. Niela loved where she was with her friendship and nothing else mattered to her except for the unfortunte news.
           Neila found out that she had to leave where she lived at and she was heat broken by the news. She never knew how much she would hate moving, until she had to move. She had 1 month and she took her time everyday to make the best of it. She took alot of pictures for memories, did alot of things she never did before , before she left and let everything in San Pedro, stay in San Pedro.
        One  day on Thrusday afternoon, She was walking the halls getting her papers signed and turning in all her book she had, Kevin came from behind and had his arms over her shoulders. They walked and talked about things for the rest of the period. They walked around the entire school, talking about anything they could think of that would make the conversation last. Before parting ways they exchanged numbers. They gave each other a hug and went to their separate classes. Niela finished the rest of her week outof San Pedro High School and  went to another school in Inglewood called CHHS City Honors High School. She started her new school not knowing what followed in her future.
           She was going on good through school and sometimes Kevin would call alot to see how she was doing. They talked about life and other things and Neila would even come to Kevin when she felt insecure about something that had anything to do with guys. They became came very close and Kevin even tried to come see Niela one day but plans didnt go so well. After the rest of the school year, summer came and Neila had changed her number. For a while her and Kevin lost contact and she missed his calls and suppost that helped her over time. After searching so much with disappointment at every turn Niela just gave up. One day when she was searching through a friend's phone she founf his number, and texted him on her friend's phone about how much she missed him and how he should call her and she gaved him her number for him to call. After a few days he called her and their bond grew very strong.
           They talked almost everyday and almost about anything they could think of talking about. One night they played a game called the question game and things were shared between the both of them that were never shared before. They asked eachother questions and shared answers and in one of those questions their frindship turned into more. They were like on after that, they always spent time with each other and fell in love after time. Niela felt like she was worth something and he made sure she knew that she was. Her confidences was higher then they had ever been and everything they did together made their love even better. They went to college and were engaged to eachother during the time. After settling in with life and the success and traveling, they got married had children and continued liife together to the fullest.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

appreciating parents

The reason i feel that teens should learn how to appreciate their parents are because parents know what best for us although we feel like we know whats best, parents know more then we do. If some people lived without their parents i feel that they wouldn't know how to survive. For example, I have a friend who has his mother in his life but they got into alot of arguements and she put him in a boys home. While in there he had problems and didnt like it and he also had to learn how to take care of himself without his mother to depend on. It was hard for him but yet he still managed to make it because he was so strong and believed in himself and what he could do. He may have a chance to go back with his mother but in the mean time he continues to wish that he could return back home. Anyway the moral of my story is just that he didn't have his mom really and had to manage on his own and that's what we expect for ur parents to help us with instead of doing everything on their own. So unless your mom tells you to do something wrong and tell you that your worthless, you should really appreciate your parents

typical day of my life

A typical day in my life would be when i go to school over the week, and when i hang out with my friends over the weekend. When i got to school over the week, I wake up, brush my teeth, wash my face, and get dressed. After i get all my stuff ready and i do my hair, then i walk to the bus stop to wait for the school bus to pick me up. While im waiting i talk to my friend ayrianna about our weekend and what we did all weekend. Then I get on the bus and go to school. I go to all my classes and do my work. I write down my homework and then after my last class for lunch, I go get my lunch, eat it with my friends and hang out and talk about random things. After that i finish my day out and go to track practice. At track practice i lift weights and run. Then i go to the library and do some of my home work. Finally I got home and do my homework, study, eat, take a bath, talk on my phone for a while and go to sleep. My life doesnt sounds so fun but when i look at it i don't think i would change it cus it is me who makes my life the way it is.

To end a relationship

Well I think it's pretty simple to how people should brake up with someone. As long as its not through texting, through the phone, through a friend, through email, through anything that is not you really or isn't in person, then I think anyone can brake up with another person really easy. For example I was with my boyfriend for about 3 weeks and going okay except for the fact that he always talked to me about sex and wanting to do it. He would touch me in ways that were wrong and to me i just didn't feel right. I wasn't in love with him nor did i want to have sex with him. So one day i sat down and thought about everything and how i really liked him just not some of the things he did. While thinking about it I decided that i should brake up with him. So when i got to school the next day i sat him down and explain to him what i didn't like and what he was doing that was wrong. I told him that i just wasn't ready and that I couldn't do anything i wasn't ready for and that him pressuring me didn't make anything any better. So he understood and we decided to just be friends together. He respected the way i broke up with him and how i did it in person and to his face instead of doing it through the phone or through a friend. I was proud of myself for doing somthing so brave in a very well mannered way

How to make a nrw friend

I would make a new friend by at first picking a person I have payed very close attention to and greeting myself to them in anyway possible that i can. For example, I met my best friend Lakia when I greeted myself by asking her what book she was holding in her hand. She was new to the school and didnt Know anyone but the people she lived by. We talked in the classes that we had together and next thing I knew talking in classes turned into talking outside of classes and hanging out togther all the time. Every situation we had we worked it all out togther. We have been best friends for over a year now and don't plan on giving up on eachother. I may have moved but we talk everyday and i really do hope that our frienship last for the rest of our lives.